In this pic I’m the one on the right in front of our older brother Sammy, and behind John’s shoulder.

Memories, some of which I’ve been putting on the backburner, have been coming back really strong. I’ve been doing a lot of shadow work and the unpacking of and processing of trauma, and in so doing writing has been a big help.

This is not edited or properly formatted. I will edit and format as I go.

TRIGGER WARNING: In some of these writings I will be describing scenes of physical abuse, or may describe times in my life when I was having suicidal thoughts and ideations.

Please don’t read if these will be troubling for you!

I have removed my memoir chapters for now to do some editing to them and will upload as soon as they are complete.