Author: Susan Cagle

  • It was february 10th, 2023 and I sat by the hudson river in Hoboken. This was one of the lowest points of my life. I had just had my second round of chemotherapy and I felt like absolute garbage.  Aside from the cancer diagnosis I hadn’t succeeded in living the life I wanted. There was…

  • That I am more than one in this body. Whenever she would try to come out, to peek her head out growing up my parents would beat her back in. Whenever I could feel her coming out, my parents would say it’s the devil. The voice of the devil. “You’re listening to the devil”, it…

  • Save yourself to Save the Planet

    Ever since the advent of western civilization, when the founding fathers, who studied at the great schools of Kemet, brought back their knowledge to the west, and then claimed that knowledge as their own, all of the worlds peoples have been forced to think of themselves according to classifications and descriptions created by westerners. The…

  • I was a guest on the Butterflies & Bravery podcast!

    Yoooo Bruh. The podcast episode I recorded with Whisper and Jemima, fellow COG/TFI survivors, is out now! Talking with them felt so good and I’m so happy they invited me on their show. You can hear the excitement in my voice. Check it out! Link to episode:https://www.buzzsprout.com/1723656/10092066

  • Children of the Forgotten Ones

    When David Brandt Berg first started the cult, The Children of God, in the late 60’s during the hippie era, he said he looked around at the lost children and his heart went out to them, he wept. These young people were fighting against “the system”, they were protesting the vietnam war. They were challenging…

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    Blog – Introduction

    My first podcast post is basically me reading this. One of my goals for the year is to express externally in the way that I think about things in my head. I have an endless constant stream of overlapping thoughts and sometimes it’s hard for me to speak out loud because by the time I’ve…